If only had I known .
That our last goodbye would
Mean the end,
I would have did things differently.
I would have kissed your lips
With a more fevered passion.
I should have hugged your body
Close and tight to mine.
Breathing in your musky,
Sweet, spicy scent once more.
Whispering those three words,
I love you, over and over again.
I would have held your hand
And squeezed very tightly.
I should have sighed sweet
Longings in your ear.
I would have loved you longer,
Kissed, hugged, squeezed
You one last time.
.If only, had I known.
The words spew out of my mouth.
I miss you.
I hate you.
God, I hate to miss you.
It makes no sense,
How can one miss
Someone they hate?
What we had was a
Brief, shining moment in time.
Its gone.
I hate that I love you,
As clichéd as it seems.
Given myself time,
Perhaps I will get over it.
I miss your kisses, your hugs, your eyes of blue.
I miss all of you.
But, with that being said
You broke it all.
Ripped my heart to shreds and threw it away.
I have tried to forgive.
I have tried to forget.
Neither come easily,
I am afraid to say.
I hate to miss you.
I hated what you did.
The pain you caused.
Was it
If only had I known .
That our last goodbye would
Mean the end,
I would have did things differently.
I would have kissed your lips
With a more fevered passion.
I should have hugged your body
Close and tight to mine.
Breathing in your musky,
Sweet, spicy scent once more.
Whispering those three words,
I love you, over and over again.
I would have held your hand
And squeezed very tightly.
I should have sighed sweet
Longings in your ear.
I would have loved you longer,
Kissed, hugged, squeezed
You one last time.
.If only, had I known.
The words spew out of my mouth.
I miss you.
I hate you.
God, I hate to miss you.
It makes no sense,
How can one miss
Someone they hate?
What we had was a
Brief, shining moment in time.
Its gone.
I hate that I love you,
As clichéd as it seems.
Given myself time,
Perhaps I will get over it.
I miss your kisses, your hugs, your eyes of blue.
I miss all of you.
But, with that being said
You broke it all.
Ripped my heart to shreds and threw it away.
I have tried to forgive.
I have tried to forget.
Neither come easily,
I am afraid to say.
I hate to miss you.
I hated what you did.
The pain you caused.
Was it